Jesus offered prayers and pleadings, with a loud cry to the one who could deliever him - Hebrews 5:7
Strong desires make strong prayers
Children are often not embarrassed by desire
We hide our true desires and call it maturity - Jesus is not impressed
Why are we embarrassed by our desire? Why do we pretend?
We don't pray like Jesus because we don't allow ourselves to nearly alive
We don't allow ourselves to feel how desparate our situation truely is
Pretending seems a much more reliable road to Christian maturity
Only the price is we pay for the loss of soul, communication with God, loss of direction and loss of hope
Without a deep and buring desire of our own, we will be ruled by the desires of others